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Books by Susan E Brooks

Mozambican Odyssey (an Excerpt)

“All the World” by Susan E. Brooks, 20 x 30 inches, oil pastel on mat board

 

Every day is filled with incredible stress, guilt, and fear.  My husband nearly died from an unidentified illness, and I fear for the health and safety of my kids almost all day, every day.  It’s easier just to stay on the compound with the other American missionaries, but that’s not why I came.  God, help me get through this.

The women here are so strong and persevering.  They work incredibly hard everyday, many with absent husbands, caring for children in addition to working a job if they can find one.  Most prepare their food over a fire and carry water some distance from a pump.  Their lives seem like constant struggle and pain to me, and yet they sing and smile and are so beautiful in their laughter.

I am a pampered child who cannot handle much stress, apparently.  Many days I wonder what it would be like to have a nervous breakdown.  How can you tell if you’re about to lose it?  What are the signs?  I can’t talk to anyone about this because they’re all stressed too, and I’m supposed to be a hero to the people back home.  What a crock!  I’m a wreck.  The kids are the only ones who seem to be okay, most of the time.  I try to hold it together for them.  I keep my  inner turmoil  hidden.  God does help me and carry me through, but I wonder if He will keep us safe.  I wonder if all 5 of us will make it back home to Kentucky.

I know that God is good.  I see it in nature and in the beauty of children and in the Mozambican people all around me.  How can the creator of such beauty not be good?  But I also see the suffering around me.  Children are dying from cholera all around.  I saw my 20 year old brother suffer and die of cancer within a few months.  My dad died at age 63, just before retirement, as a result of a car wreck.  Life is suffering, beauty, and glory, all mixed together.  Sometimes I could hide from that back in Kentucky, but not here in Mozambique.  Extreme poverty slaps you in the face as children beg for bread every day; but at night, the stars crowding the sky seem so close you could throw a rock at one and send it crashing down to earth.   This beauty is also undeniable.

Looking back in 2019, I did survive 3 years in Mozambique, but one of my teammates did not.  He was shot and killed by armed robbers that entered our compound one night.  I did not feel free to write about how difficult it was for me back then, but now I am free of the pedestal and the expectations that were put upon me at the time.  I don’t know why I am safely back home, and my friend is not.  God allows suffering, and He is is good.  These truths I have to hold in tension, and probably always will.  I hope I can live in such a way as to celebrate the beauty and goodness, and at the same time, maybe I can alleviate a little of the suffering, or at least, stand in solidarity with those who suffer, as Jesus does.

Finished my Children’s Book

This story was inspired by a story told to me by my grandson Eleazar.

It took a while, but I finally finished writing and illustrating my third children’s book.  If you’d like to order one, comment here, message me on Facebook, or email me .  I’d like to find a way to publish that would make it more affordable for me and for you, so if you have any leads, let me know.  The story includes chickens, wolves, kittens, and a bear!  I think it’s my best one yet!

Celebrating a First

This is the cover art for my book, Ariel, Princess of the Forest, Oil Pastel on paper
This is the cover art for my book, Ariel, Princess of the Forest, Oil Pastel on paper

In recent years especially, I have felt almost a burning desire to write–about my life, about my thoughts, about funny and interesting things that happen at my job, about the goodness of God, about experiences with internationals–stories slap me in the face nearly everyday and demand to be written!  Writing for me is a wonderful way to really savor your life, to be able to live the fun parts over and over again, and even to invent some fun in your mind if you’re running a little short.

In the summer of 2014, I was inspired to write and illustrate a children’s book for my granddaughter.  That was way more work than I ever imagined, but I also found that something intuitive or imaginative happened when I started to write: the story took a direction I never thought of in the beginning, ideas sprang out of nowhere, and the creative process, a mystery to me, made writing that book,  Ariel, Princess of the Forest, an adventure. 

I figured out how to publish it with an online company called lulu.com.  Presenting the book to my granddaughter and her parents and seeing her giggle about the illustrations of her favorite stuffed animal going wild,  was about as good as life gets for a grandmother.

Once I started for one grandchild, I was committed.  Apparently my children think I need to keep busy, because they’ve since added two more grandchildren to the count, for a grand total of six children’s books due so far!

The next summer I created a book for my grandson, Joshua’s Journey: The Secret of the Chameleon, loosely based on an experience our family had in Mozambique.  After going through the grueling work of self-publishing again, I decided that it would be nice to find a publisher.

One thing led to another, and thanks to a sweet friend pushing me to go to a writer’s meeting, I made some connections with a local publisher.  The publisher wasn’t ready to republish my books, but she was impressed with them, and decided to hire me to write for her children’s book series!

I have just completed my first book for Baxter’s Corner publishing company!  Baxter’s Corner’s goal is to create books that will teach  healthy values.  They hired me to write about one of their characters, Ellema the elephant.  Ellema and the Big Rig will be published early next year.  Baxter’s Corner already has an established illustrator for the series, Mary Ellen Stottmann, so I was hired only for the writing.  I appreciated working with the “Chief Pencil,” author and editor Linda Baker.  By the time my third and final draft was accepted, I was relieved, happy, and ready to do my victory dance!  I was paid to write!  A dream come true!  God is so good!