“Creativity takes courage.” —Henri Matisse
I was so nervous about my first plein air paint out. I wasn’t going to do it, and when I mentioned it to one of my artist friends, she said,
“I never do competitions! I tried once and I froze up. It was awful and I’ll never do it again!”
That kind of spooked me. A plein air paint out means a bunch of artists go outside and paint something in the landscape, and then the work is publicly displayed, judged, and prizes are given. This paint out was part of a celebration at the Regeneration Fair for the opening of the new Botanical Gardens at the corner of Frankfort and River Road, here in my hometown of Louisville, Kentucky.
I have been going out weekly since last June, to paint with the Plein Air Painters of Kentucky. I enjoy that, but it is understood among us that some days it turns out well, and some days it doesn’t. A paint out is something different. What if I froze up or just had a bad day?
Not for me, I decided. But then as I ran into friends in the local arts community, I was urged to participate. After some consideration, I said to myself,
“This is not about you. It’s about celebrating the new botanical gardens and raising money for the Children’s Free Art Classes offered by the Louisville Visual Art Association.”
Some of my students have benefitted from those classes in the past, and I even taught one of those classes a long time ago. Kids who would not normally be able to afford special art classes can take them through this program.
The night before the paint out, I was exhausted from the week and whining about the fact that it was going to be only 40 degrees or so for the 8am paint out arrival time in the morning.
“Why did I sign up for this?” I groaned.
As is often the case after I get so worked up about something, the event was anticlimactic and fun. I did have to jog a little bit and jump up and down to keep myself warm as I painted. But as the sun rose over Beargrass Creek, it lit up the trees from behind into a yellow-green glow. I loved it! I was able to enjoy myself and to paint something that I liked, so I didn’t mind much whether the judges would like it or not. I didn’t freeze up, although I almost did just from the cold!
When I put my painting down among all of the others, I was happy. There were so many beautiful paintings spread out, and I was just happy that mine didn’t stick out like a sore thumb. I survived–not only survived– enjoyed my first plein air paint out.
Congratulations to my fellow member artist at KORE Gallery, Anil Vinayakan, for winning first place! You can see more of his work and mine at KORE Gallery at 942 East Kentucky St. in Louisville, Kentucky. My plein air work will be on display at the Jane Morgan Gallery at 4838 Brownsboro Center, with the next show opening December 4.